Mellower but still tetchy
Apr. 22nd, 2004 08:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So, I went to bed fairly early last night, got up early this morning to do some last-minute studying, and despite some annoying blanks in recollection I think I did pretty well on that midterm. At least a B, I figure--maybe an A-minus if he curves it.
But now the drawbacks of not being net-connected at home are sinking in more and more. For one thing, there are all kinds of things like job-hunting that I want to do on my own computer, because I want to be able to save pages easily to go back to later and because it's easier somehow to do that sort of thing in a comfier environment; it's tough to get up the motivation here in the lab. Also, the way I spend my days is becoming increasingly screwy. This afternoon I was in a typical state: I didn't want to go home because I never feel like going back up to campus again in the evening, so basically I'd have to either hang around my place all night and feel all disconnected from the world, and probably get a bit depressed as a result, or hang around here all day, even during the stretches when I had no email and no one was posting on LJ, and be very much at loose ends.
Fortunately, in this case I got a lucky roll on the Random (or at least Semi-Random) Encounter table, and met up with a friend who introduced me to a friend of his who was accompanied by a friend of his who invited me to play some pool at his place, so that made for a good few hours' diversion and now I'm in an okay mood to go home after one last email and LJ read. But still, I really hope to not be in this state for much longer.
But now the drawbacks of not being net-connected at home are sinking in more and more. For one thing, there are all kinds of things like job-hunting that I want to do on my own computer, because I want to be able to save pages easily to go back to later and because it's easier somehow to do that sort of thing in a comfier environment; it's tough to get up the motivation here in the lab. Also, the way I spend my days is becoming increasingly screwy. This afternoon I was in a typical state: I didn't want to go home because I never feel like going back up to campus again in the evening, so basically I'd have to either hang around my place all night and feel all disconnected from the world, and probably get a bit depressed as a result, or hang around here all day, even during the stretches when I had no email and no one was posting on LJ, and be very much at loose ends.
Fortunately, in this case I got a lucky roll on the Random (or at least Semi-Random) Encounter table, and met up with a friend who introduced me to a friend of his who was accompanied by a friend of his who invited me to play some pool at his place, so that made for a good few hours' diversion and now I'm in an okay mood to go home after one last email and LJ read. But still, I really hope to not be in this state for much longer.
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Date: 2004-04-23 10:40 pm (UTC)To be rather off-topic: Didn't you say that you'd dabbled in Esperanto?
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Date: 2004-04-24 01:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-24 04:08 am (UTC)It's a conversation starter also. Hope that's alright...
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Date: 2004-04-25 12:08 am (UTC)I've only studied it for a semester or two; they offered another course this term but I didn't have room in my schedule. So I've done a little bit of reading and some chatting in it, and that's about it so far. Perhaps next semester I'll be able to learn more.
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Date: 2004-04-26 07:08 am (UTC)I had the summer course over at SFSU back in '87. Even drove all the way out here to attend.
I'm thinking that I'll try and go to the conversation circle in Berkeley again, just to see if I can relearn what I've forgotten and maybe get better.
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Date: 2004-04-27 02:58 am (UTC)*has moment of somewhat uncharacteristic school pride*